i still NEED you!

do you hear me?

 i still NEED you. why do you do that? adoi, aku memang terlalu tidak stabil lah. anybody can help me? HELLO! anybody?

 i'm so miserable. i just still need you. kao tahu? aku sanggup jadi orang bodoh. jangan lah buat aku macam nie? boleh kan? aku tak sanggup! aku tahu, kao tahu apa yang aku rasa. kao tahu kan? kan?

alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

kenapa aku still mengharapkan kao? kao bukannya nak aku dah. kao dengan rela hati kan? hmm, entah la. aku tak SEEGO kao la, boleh berlagak macam tak ada apaapa jadi. aku tak kuat, aku LEMAH! i'm SO BROKEN! haih, aku terkilan sangatsangat, tapi, aku tahu, kalau aku paksa kao accept aku pun, kao tak nak kan? hmm, aku tahu, kao dah tak ada hati dengan aku. 

hey, kao ingatkan, aku pernah bagi satu lagu kat kao? aku betulbetul maksudkan tahu?

i will stay! stay! and stay!

 Well, it's good to hear your voice

I hope you're doing fine

And if you ever wonder

I'm lonely here tonight

I'm lost here in this moment

And time keeps slipping by

And if I could have just one wish

I'd have you by my side

Oooh

I miss you

Oooh

I need you

And I love you more

Than I did before

And it's a day I don't see your face

Nothing's changed

No one could take your place

It gets harder every day

Said you love me more

Than you did before

And I'm sorry it is this way

But I'm coming home

I'll be coming home

And if you ask me I'll stay

I will stay

While I try to live without you

Tears fall from my eyes

I'm alone and I feel empty

God I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars

Hoping you're doing the same

And somehow I feel closer

And I can hear you say

Oooh

I miss you

Oooh

I need you

And I love you more

Than I did before

And it's a day I don't see your face

Nothing's changed

No one could take your place

It gets harder every day

Said you love me more

Than you did before

And I'm sorry it is this way

But I'm coming home

I'll be coming home

And if you ask me I'll stay

I will stay

I will stay

Always stay

I never wanna lose you

And if I had to I would choose you

So stay

Please always stay

You're the one that I hold on to

'Cause my heart would stop without you

And I love you more

Than I did before

And it's a day I don't see your face

Nothing's changed

No one could take your place

It gets harder every day

Said you love me more

Than you did before

And I'm sorry it is this way

But I'm coming home

I'll be coming home

And if you ask me I'll stay

I will stay

*aku maksudkan tahu? terlalu maksudkan! tapi, entah lah, maybe kao dah anggap aku member. kenapa lah kan? kalao dari awal kao plan nak buat aku macam nie, kenapa kao still go on dengan aku? lastly, aku yang merana. aku TERLALU HAPPY kao buat aku macam nie. :)) (i'm not stabil, really NOT STABLE!)